2024 ACPT Recap

Anther year, another tournament! This year was my 15th ACPT, if you can believe it! (It would have been 17 but I missed two years because of conflicts with my kids' events.)

ACPT was a great way to spend a weekend, as always. Hotel rooms weren't available yet when I registered (as soon as registration opened) and then were completely sold out when I went back to look (a few weeks later, maybe?), so I stayed at an airbnb about a 10-minute walk away. That was fine, but I didn't feel quite as social this year as I sometimes do, and the airbnb exacerbated that, plus I caught COVID last year when I socialized more, so I kind of kept to myself. But I still had a nice time (and needed a little quite time after a period with a lot of travel & intensive family time).

It was wonderful to see Will Shortz (who experienced a stroke a few months ago) at the tournament -- he was very present throughout the weekend, though he left most of the emcee'ing to my old friend (and crossword constructor/competitor) Pete Muller.

Friday night games were enjoyable, and even though I didn't win any prizes, I finished 5 of the 6 "variety puzzles" within the time limit, including a very hard cryptic that I was quite proud of!

tl;dr I came in 31st overall, #3 in New England, #6 of solvers in their 50s, 5th highest female solver. And that's out of the largest field ever (739 registered solvers), so it put me in the top 4% of solvers. But I could have been 18th... oh well!

But I am still disappointed in myself, because I had a very avoidable mistake on P5 (didn't check a crossing answer). If not for that mistake, I would have been 18th overall (! - that would have been my 2nd-highest finish ever and highest percentile-wise because this year's field was so large), still #3 in New England, #1 of solvers in their 50s (four minutes ahead of the solver who did win that age group), and the 3rd highest female solver.

That's the third year in a row that I made a mistake -- I'm so annoyed!! I had quite a few years of a "clean solve" streak and I am not happy to now have what is clearly an "unclean solve" streak (at every in-person post-COVID tournament...)

On the plus side, my speed doesn't seem to be fading at all, even though I am pushing 60. (I will be 60 by next year's tournament -- in that category, I would have been 2nd this year without the mistake...)

Here's the blow-by-blow, together with my usual "if I hadn't screwed up..." commentary.

• P1 - under 4-minute solve, but I again missed the 3-minute cutoff by just a few seconds. 22 people solved this faster than I did, and nobody solved it in under 3 minutes, so I would have been tied for 1st if I had solved this puzzle 5 seconds faster (and not re-checked it, which would have been risky but OK as it turned out).
• P2 - 7 minutes. At this point, I was tied for 23rd. 25 people were faster than me on this puzzle.
• P3 - 9 minutes, and I felt a little slow / bogged down -- not quite sure what happened with this puzzle. But still only 24 people were faster, and at this point, I was in a 3-way tie for 27th place.
• P4 - 5 minutes, very very fast (only 8 people were faster) -- this puzzle bumped me all the way up to 18th place.
• P5 - 10 minutes. I actually felt like it took me a little longer than it should have to catch onto the gimmick, but as it turned out, only 16 people were faster than me. I would have moved up a few spots -- but as I mentioned before, I made a stupid, avoidable mistake. And as you may know, one letter wrong means losing 195 points (almost 8 minutes' worth of time). So now I was in 33rd place. Still pretty damn good for someone with a mistake, but not where I wish I was!
• P6 - 7 minutes, behind just 13 solvers.
• P7 - 10 minutes. Not super-fast, but decent. 28 people were faster than me. 
  
  
  

The fun possibility for the future is that maybe one or both of my daughters will hopefully join me at ACPT one of these years! Heather is currently #4 in the Boswords Spring League (Smooth division), and Caroline will be #3 or #4 when she catches up (she hasn't solved the next-to-last puzzle yet) -- one puzzle to go!

2023 ACPT Recap

Oh ACPT 2023, so many ups and downs you had! So many twists and turns!

Overall, it was a great weekend. I made some new friends; caught up with old friends; enjoyed as always the pro-puzzling, positive, welcoming community spirit; was the fastest solver on one of the Friday night "fun puzzles" (and won a crossword book!); had a great time with my trivia team partners on Saturday night; and just overall had a mighty good time. 

I felt a little cautious/nervous about being back in a crowded place post-COVID -- I've been traveling some, and eating out, but generally not going to big public events, especially in the post-masking phase.  (I was glad when the BSO was requiring vaccines and masks, but now that's all gone.) I wore a mask most of the time, other than when I was actively solving. Especially since there were so many solvers this year, trying to avoid crowds and disease meant that I spent less time hanging out in the public spaces, and as a result, missed out on seeing some folks who were there but we never even ran into each other. 

But that caution didn't pay off in the end  -- COVID finally caught up with me; after two years of "novid" status, I tested positive on Monday night after the tournament. I'm fairly certain I caught it on Friday night or maybe Saturday morning; that's a bit short but not atypical for omicron, and I have barely been out of the house otherwise for the previous week or so. At least one other solver also tested positive after the weekend, but there doesn't seem to have been a big outbreak. (I'm doing fine now; thanks for asking! 😊 I spent Tuesday in bed with fever/chills, headache, pretty bad congestion, and fatigue, but was on the mend by Wednesday and completely symptom-free by Saturday.)

Now to the results. 

tl;dr I came in 45th overall, out of the (largest ever) field of 770 solvers. #8 for solvers in their 50s, #4 in Other New England. 

That's really pretty good -- top 6%. But it didn't meet my own expectations for myself. I was aiming for the top 20, or at least top 25. And my stretch goal, which I know I am theoretically capable of, is coming in the top 10, if I have a really good year. So I am disappointed but such is life, and I'm trying to avoid the pointlessness of regret.

Here's the blow-by-blow, together with my usual "if I hadn't screwed up..." commentary.

• P1 - under-4-minute solve, but I missed the 3-minute cutoff by literally 1 second. So bummed. Only 13 people solved this faster than I did, and nobody solved it in under 3 minutes, so I would have been tied for 1st if I had solved this puzzle 1 second faster.
• P2 - 8 minutes, again barely missing the 7-minute cutoff, this time by 4 seconds. At this point, I was tied for 22nd but would have been in a 6-way tie for 10th place if I had been just a few seconds faster on each of the first two puzzles. (See what I mean about the possibility that I could have a top-10 finish?) 24 people were faster than me, but only 11 people were 2 minutes faster.
• P3 - 7 minutes, a little slower than I would have liked but very respectable, pulling me up to 15th place. Only 8 people were faster than me.
• P4 - 4 minutes, blazingly fast (only 7 people were faster) and inching me up again, to 14th place.
• P5 - 21 minutes. Sigh. I'm glad I finished this puzzle cleanly -- it was a bit of a slog (and I didn't really think the theme worked as well as it could have) but mostly I just got bogged down, in a negative mind-set, and jumped around too much. I was very, very disappointed with my time. I should have been at least 8 minutes faster, and I think I could have solved it in 12 minutes in a good year. Now don't get me wrong, this is a very hard puzzle and most solvers don't finish it at all, much less finishing it cleanly. But 51 people were faster than me, and I know I could do way better. C'est la vie. This dropped my standing to 35th place. It was not going to be easy coming back from there.
• P6 - 6 minutes. Only 9 solvers were faster than this (and even the folks who were in the A finals were only 1 minute faster; there was just one person (David Plotkin; ended up 4th overall) who solved this puzzle in under 4 minutes). This really helped -- now I was 26th and in the top few in both 50s and New England. I had a good shot at those prize categories. 
• P7 - 9 minutes. Only 10 people were faster than me on this puzzle. This is one of my fastest times ever, if not my very fastest time, on P7, which is Sunday-sized (21x21). I am damn proud of that time on this puzzle, since I have been working diligently to improve my speed and smoothness on these larger puzzles. I am damn proud of not making any actual mistakes -- I knew every single word in this puzzle with 100% certainty, and was careful enough throughout that I really didn't even need a final check, though I took a quick scan for empty squares.
  
  But. Sigh. So disappointing. I had made a mistake very early on (written OAHU instead of MAUI). That was sloppy of me -- I don't normally write non-confirmed answers that have any ambiguity, and this was one of those cases. I quickly erased OAHU and wrote MAUI, but I failed to erase the right-hand part of the original U. So that box had two vertical lines in it, and they marked it wrong. I can't blame them -- it certainly doesn't look like a nice clean I; but it doesn't actually look like any other letter, either. (It's maybe closest to an N, but there's no connecting diagonal line.) Here it is for posterity:
  
  
  
  

  I did send a request for judge review, and they said they'd look at it, but I haven't heard anything. I don't really expect them to change the results but thought I'd regret it if I didn't at least ask. Anyway, what happens if you have one letter marked wrong is that you lose 195 points: 150 for the perfect-puzzle bonus; 25 points for the wrong letter [technically you lose 1 minute of time bonus]; and 20 points for the two incorrect words formed by that letter. That dropped my score on this puzzle from what would have been 2450 to 2255. At that point, I plummeted to 45th place.
  
  

Here's the woulda-coulda analysis. I really should have gotten P7 right. I don't know when I'll stop kicking myself for not completely erasing that freakin' U -- maybe never. If I had just erased that one tiny line, I would have ended up in 24th place: 3rd in Fifties and 4th in New England. (This was the first year with cash prizes for the top three finishers in each age category, so I would have also won $300!)

I also really should have been faster on P5. That's a more complicated set of mental controls, though, but in a decent year, I could entirely plausibly have been 8 minutes faster on that puzzle, which would have put me in 9th place overall (as long as I still avoided the P7 fiasco) -- 1st in 50s and 2nd in New England. Even with only 4 additional minutes of speed, I would have ended up in 14th place (still 1st in 50s but 3rd in New England). 

And just imagine if I had erased that square on P7, been 8 minutes faster on P5, and been just a few seconds faster on P1 and P2. I would have been in 8th place overall -- 1st in 50s and 1st in New England (the tie-breaker for New England putting me in 1st place, having been 1 minute faster on P7).

But now comes the perennial reminder for everyone about the long tail of the bell curve of performance. Even with all of those improvements, what would it take for me to end up in 7th place instead of 8th? I would have had to shave off another four minutes of solving time (from what would have been a total solving time of 48 minutes) -- i.e., to be almost 10% faster. To end up in the A finals (top three solvers)? Take those four minutes, and lose another eight minutes. To end up as the fastest solver overall? Take those 12 minutes, and and lose another four minutes. Yes, that's right, the fastest solver solved all 7 puzzles in a mind-blowing 32 minutes, i.e., in two-thirds of that hypothetical time of 48 minutes (and just over half of my actual total solving time of 57 minutes). So again, just to be clear, I am not in contention for the A finals. But in a few more years, I'll "time out" of the A category and be a B solver again, and then watch out! I know a few people who have been in the B finals two or three times, and maybe I'll make it there. We'll see!

Side musings -- I had a lot of really great and interesting conversations with other solvers, especially rookies, about gaining speed and establishing the right mental mindset to maximize performance in the competition. From this perspective, crossword puzzle solving really is a sport -- an intellectual one, to be sure, but very comparable with emerging less-physical sports like chess and e-games. You need skills, practice, discipline, persistence, and resilience. You need to care about winning at some level, but not care so much about it that it ruins the fun -- or gets inside your head in such a way that it actually makes you perform worse. You can get "the yips" and you can "the twisties" and you can just have a bad puzzle or a bad year. But there is a "competitor's high" that comes from being in the flow state; solving a puzzle fast, and cleanly, and to the very best of your ability; and feeling like your brain is a well-tuned machine that ran through its paces (metaphorically) just as you knew it could.

I also really like thinking about performance and talking about the various adjustments/improvements I've made over the years (like writing answers while reading the next clues; writing in some answers backwards in easier puzzles to avoid wasted motion; strategies for where to start and where to move when stuck; strategies for avoiding "guesses" and confirming crossing answers before writing anything down). I think I'm more explicitly and consciously analytical about those kinds of things than most solvers, but hey, that's the way my brain works. (Same with piano playing; I used to drive my piano teacher nuts, because I needed to analyze the chords and note progressions so explicitly in order to make sense of the music and fingering.)

One interesting thing that happened this year is that a friend observed, "You don't point while you're solving" -- meaning that I don't use my free (left) hand to point to / track where I am in the clues while I'm solving. I thought about it, and asked a few other speed solvers, and most of them don't point either, but a few do, so I'm thinking I might experiment with that a bit, especially on the larger puzzles. I do notice that I'm sometimes wasting a bit of time (and mental focus) scanning through the clues to retrieve my place. One competitor said he has a way of using his thumb and index finger to track his current place in the Across and Down clues separately, which I find intriguing.

I'm hoping to make it to both Boswords (Boston area) and Lollapuzzoola (NY) this summer, so I'll have a few more chances to "redeem" myself (and spend time with the puzzling community, which is actually the best part anyway). Hope to see you there!

ACPT 2022 Recap

There were lots of good things about the tournament this year!! It was great to be back in Stamford again and see many of my crossword-loving friends after two years of COVID preventing an in-person tournament. It was wonderful that my sister Susan was able to come up and go to the tournament with me again (she's only made it there once before). And my solving speeds reassured me that I am not, in fact, slowing down at all, so in some ways I'm still in my puzzle-solving prime!

But.

I had two, count 'em, two stupid mistakes -- one wrong letter on each of two different puzzles (P4 and P7). And they were the exact same type of stupid mistake, so the first mistake was annoying but the second mistake was really unforgivable, because wouldn't you think I woulda learned and woulda been more careful? In both cases, I filled in an answer that I thought I knew -- without thinking about it enough or checking the clue properly -- and completely failed to look at the crossing answer or clue. So in P4, instead of SERAPH crossing HELPER, I had SERAPE crossing EELPER; and in P7, instead of RUBY DEE crossing TIDAL POOL, I had RUBY LEE (who's that?!?) crossing TILAL POOL. Just plain dumb and sloppy and I deserved to lose standing.

But.

As is my wont, I can't help but go through the "if only" reconstruction.

• P1: 5 minutes (2 minutes behind the fastest solvers; tied for 17th place on this puzzle)
• P2: 6 minutes (2 minutes back; tied for 15th place on this puzzle; missed the 5-minute mark by only 2 seconds, which would have made me tied for 5th place)
• P3: 10 minutes (5 minutes back; tied for 18th place on this puzzle; this felt very slow and I should have been faster for sure -- part of the problem is that two judges sat down along the wall right next to me and talked for the entire puzzle, which was absolutely infuriating and extremely distracting)
• P4: 4 minutes but with one mistake (1 minute back; tied for 289th place on this puzzle; without the mistake, I would have been tied for 5th place)
• P5: 17 minutes (10 full minutes back; tied for 22nd; I really should have been faster but this was a hard puzzle, and I just got bogged down trying to figure out the theme/trick and staring at some of the answers that I simply could not figure out)
• P6: 7 minutes (2 minutes back; tied for 15th place)
• P7: 10 minutes but with one mistake (2 minutes back; tied for 89th place; without the mistake, I would have been tied for 14th place; the big distraction during this puzzle is that there was incredibly loud, weird music playing the whole time outside of the solving room -- I don't know *what* the hell was going on with that!)
• Overall: 11250, 33rd place, 6th of solvers in their 50s, 4th in "Other New England" (Connecticut has their own category) -- really not bad at all for somebody with mistakes on two of the puzzles!

If I hadn't made the error on P4:

• 11445, 22nd place, 2nd in 50s, 3rd in New England

If I hadn't made either of the errors:

• 11640, 11th place, 1st in 50s, 2nd in New England

And if I had been -- let's say -- 1 minute faster on P2, 3 minutes faster on P3, and 4 minutes faster on P5 -- all of which were perfectly within my abilities:

• 11840, 7th place!!!!, 1st in 50s, 1st in New England

My aspirational / "stretch" goal going into the tournament was to be in the top 20, with a fallback / "if I don't, I'll be disappointed" goal of being in the top 40. So I didn't make my aspirational goal, but I did make the fallback goal. Still, it's hard not to be disappointed about the stupid mistakes, given that they were so totally avoidable -- and would have given me my top finish ever(*) if I had been just a little more careful.

Now I just need to manage to be more careful without slowing down at all...

(*) Caveated by the fact that this was a noticeably smaller tournament than the most recent in-person tournaments (475 active solvers) and some of the top solvers who pretty much always beat me weren't there this year...

ACPT 2021 Recap

The crossword community was so disappointed that ACPT 2020 was cancelled due to the pandemic, but a number of crossword leagues went online and even added additional competitions and events, which was a great silver lining! I think everyone was really looking forward to ACPT 2021 being an in-person event -- but it just wasn't meant to be. As a virtual event, though, it worked out pretty well -- both the puzzles themselves and the events surrounding the competition. It's definitely harder to really have that sense of community and "puzzle focus" when you're competing from home with all of those distractions, though. I am also substantially faster at solving puzzles on paper (and I enjoy it more), so I fervently hope that we'll all be able to be together in person in Stamford in Spring 2022!

Given the circumstances (and given that my performance in some of the other competitions like Boswords Winter and Spring Leagues was pretty meh), I was extremely happy with my final result -- 25th overall (out of 1033 individual contestants), 3rd place in the Fifties age group (topped by Doug Peterson and Scott Weiss), and 3rd place in Other New England (topped by Joon Pahk and Al Sanders).

• Puzzle 1 - Out of the gate strong, finished in 2:40, putting me in a 29-way tie for 8th place.
• Puzzle 2 - Finished in 4:22, a 15-way tie for 14th fastest on that puzzle, still in the top 30 or so.
• Puzzle 3 - This did not go especially well. I just got very hung up and spent a fair amount of time going in circles and doing nothing. Total time 10:28, but at least I didn't have any mistakes. After P3, I was in an 8-way tie for 51st, and spent the whole rest of the tournament clawing my way back up. To put it into perspective, I was the 132nd fastest solver on this puzzle.
• Puzzle 4 - 3:58, a very respectable time (tied for 18th) but a LOT of people had an under-4-minute time, so this only helped me a little bit, putting me in a 12-way tie for 43rd.
• Puzzle 5 - 12:49, which sounds like a long time but since this is the "dreaded puzzle 5," it actually pulled up my overall standing just a skosh, to 38th (5-way tie).
• Puzzle 6 - Decent time of 5:43, leaving me in a 2-way tie for 31st.
• Puzzle 7 - I was very fast on this "Sunday-sized puzzle," finishing in 8:52 -- that was a tie for the 12th fastest time on P7, and only 2 minutes behind the fastest solvers.

I really should have been able to finish P3 in under 8 minutes, and on a really good day, could have been under 6 minutes (that was a typical time on that puzzle for other puzzles who ranked around the same level that I did on the other six puzzles). If I had an under-8 solve on P3, I would have ended the tournament in 21st place, and if I had an under-6 solve, I would have ended in 18th place. (The bell curve of the tournament is very long, though -- to end up in the top 10 solvers, I would have had to shave off another eight minutes across the seven puzzles, and that is so unlikely that I think "astronomical odds" probably apply to that outcome.)

Looking back over the history of the tournament, these are my finishes:

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  2019 - 39th place
• 2018 - 14th place
• 2017 - 23rd
• 2016 - 26th
• 2015 - did not compete (Heather had her final senior-year Pitches concert that weekend,  and motherhood is one of the very few priorities that outweigh a crossword puzzle tournament)
• 2014 - 47th
• 2013 - 24th
• 2012 - 44th
• 2011 - 95th
• 2010 - 148th
• 2009 - did not compete (Caroline was competing in a national cheerleading competition the same weekend; see above note re: motherhood)
• 2008 - 136th
• 2007 - 145th, pretty respectable showing for a rookie

ACPT 2019 Recap

After the fantastic year I had last year, I suppose there was no place to go but down. Still, I was disappointed with myself -- I made mistakes in two puzzles (one square per puzzle), and for those of you who understand ACPT rules, you'll understand that that seriously hurt my results. As in past years, therefore, I will share my actual results and my "wouldabeen" results if I hadn't made those mistakes. I like fantasyland... 😉

(Warning: a few spoilers ahead!)

Overall results:

• #39 overall, with 11365 points ("wouldabeen" #14, with 11755 points; and still "wouldabeen" #14 even if I had taken another minute to check Puzzle 3. Note to self: Check the damn puzzles!)
• I'm no longer in the B division, because I was in the B finals last year -- but I would have been #17 in B even with the mistakes, and "wouldabeen" #1 in B without the mistakes
• #8 of solvers in their 50s ("wouldabeen" #2)
• #5 in New England ("wouldabeen" #3, behind Joon Pahk (who was in the A finals and placed 2nd) and Katie Hamill (who started the same year I did and has been consistently, noticeably faster than me every year we were at the tournament together). Not much chance of my winning a trophy (top two solvers) in New England unless one of them stays home...

On the plus side, the mistakes were entirely avoidable, and my (relative) speed was just as fast as last year, so I am optimistic. I "wouldahad" another really great year if I had just paid a bit more attention.

For the first time, I did not beat Dr Fill (and would have been just below (about two minutes behind) in fantasyland). I concede defeat for this year, but just wait until next year! 

Puzzle results:

• Puzzle 1: 4 minutes (time limit: 15 minutes; Dan Feyer (and Dan Feyer alone) solved this puzzle in 2 minutes(!)). At this point, I was in a 37-way(!) tie for 10th place.
• Puzzle 2: 7 minutes (time limit: 25; three solvers (Dan, Joon, and Erik Agard) solved this in 4 minutes). Now in a 12-way tie for 14th place.
• Puzzle 3: 7 minutes (time limit: 30; fastest time: 5 minutes (Dan and Erik)) - one mistake on this one (about which more later), and I was pretty much screwed. Tumbled down to #56.
• Puzzle 4: 6 minutes (time limit: 20; Erik Agard (and Erik Agard alone, blazing his way back from a mistake on puzzle 1 to finish in 6th place!) solved this in 3 minutes). Now at #38.
• Puzzle 5: 13 minutes (time limit: 20; fastest time (Dan, Joon, Erik): 6 minutes). Another error cemented my fate. Even with the error on puzzle 3, I "wouldabeen" #25 if not for this mistake. In reality: #61.
• Puzzle 6: 7 minutes (time limit: 30; fastest time -- 4 minutes (Dan, Erik; are you sensing a pattern yet?)). Now at #52.
• Puzzle 7: 10 minutes (time limit: 45; fastest time -- 7 minutes (Dan)). And eventually, after various scoring errors (of other solvers) were resolved, I finished at the aforementioned #39.

I made a foolish mistake on Puzzle 3. I was racing to finish under the wire of 7 minutes, and didn't take enough time to check it. I put ETAGE instead of STAGE for "Tour de France leg," creating (but not ever noticing) the crossing (non-)word THIRET instead of THIRST. Dumb. But these things happen. 

Only 8 solvers solved Puzzle 3 faster than I did -- but you lose 195 points for one mistake (25-pt penalty from the time bonus for the wrong letter; 20-pt penalty for two wrong words; and 150-pt loss of the 'perfect solution' bonus). So I had the 153rd highest score, and was now in 56th place. If not for the mistake, I "wouldabeen" tied with Katie for 11th place. 

I had had it in my head that since I had no hope of the A finals, I should "go for broke" and push for the fastest possible times, taking risks to try to break into the top ten. Because why not?? And I think I could possibly be capable of a top-ten finish someday if all of the stars align -- but in practice, the risks didn't quite pay off. (Note that with clean solves, I would have had to be 4 minutes faster to be in the top ten this year. It's a stretch but doable.)

Here's the thing, though: once you make a mistake, it's really hard to stop thinking about it, and that lack of focus would come back to haunt me on The Dreaded Puzzle 5. (Erik's ability to push back to a sixth-place finish after a mistake on Puzzle 1 just amazes me. Nerves of steel!!)

Puzzle 5: I was overthinking this puzzle the whole time, with part of my brain constantly telling the rest of it, "You'll probably mess up, this is going to be too hard for you." And sure enough, I was in low-level panic mode and so never fully understood the very tricky theme -- which meant that I simply wasn't able to check all of my answers. I had BALLETS instead of BILLETS (guessing at ALENE instead of ILENE for the down clue, which referred to a person I didn't know). If I had understood the theme (and honestly, it really wasn't too hard for me, and I almost figured it out, but my brain just kept sliding away from it...) -- I would have known that PHONE JACK and BILLETS mutated into PHONE BILL and JACKETS by switching the names BILL and JACK, and that PHONE BALL didn't make sense and BALL isn't a man's name anyway. (Even with that mistake, I still had the 125th highest score, which tells you just what a bloodbath Puzzle 5 is for most solvers. My score was 1340, and the median score was around 850.)

I am not complaining, mind you! #39 out of over 700 solvers is none too shabby. And I was really fast on all puzzles, not at my very top pace on a few perhaps, but nearly as fast as I can be. And I did do some pretty good clawing-back to recover somewhat after the two errors. Plus I won a prize with a second-place finish in my category on the Friday night puzzles. So there was a modicum of triumph to be had. Still, I am hoping next year will be smoother sailing! See you in Stamford!

2018 ACPT Recap

   

At long last, I did it -- I had a year with no regrets, no "what ifs," and trophies! I have trophies!

Overall results:

• B champion (finished first in the main tournament and first in the playoffs) -- you can watch me in the finals!
• #1 of solvers in their 50s
• #2 in the mid-Atlantic (behind only the tournament champion, Erik Agard -- but WAY behind Erik, 26 minutes behind (across the first 7 puzzles), to be exact... you can watch Erik in the A finals to see just outclassed I am)

Also, I was one of 61 solvers to solve all 7 puzzles correctly -- and I beat Dr. Fill (who finished in 55th place) again!

Puzzle results:

• Puzzle 1: 4 minutes (time limit: 15 minutes; fastest time of any solver: 2 minutes (I am not making that up)). Originally my puzzle was marked incorrectly, with a 5-minute time instead of 4 minutes.  That messed with my scores all day, but in a perverse way, I think it made me solve better because I knew I was always going to be ahead of where I showed up in the rankings.
• Puzzle 2: 6 minutes (time limit: 25; fastest time: 4 minutes)
• Puzzle 3: 9 minutes (time limit: 30; fastest time: 5 minutes)
• Puzzle 4: 5 minutes (time limit: 20; fastest time: 3 minutes)
• Puzzle 5: 19 minutes (time limit: 30; fastest time: 5 minutes -- again, I am not making this up). I was actually pretty disappointed with my time on this puzzle, but it turned out to be fast enough...
• Puzzle 6: 7 minutes (time limit: 30; fastest time -- 5 minutes)
• Puzzle 7: 11 minutes (time limit: 45; fastest time -- 6 minutes)
• Puzzle 8 (B finals): 5 minutes, 51 seconds

I came into the tournament on a complete adrenaline high, after my interview at Simmons on Thursday and Friday (which went really well, as you can see!). I think that the energy and excitement of the interview carried over into the weekend, and partly accounts for my amazing tournament year.

I took the early train down to Stamford on Saturday morning, arriving in time to mingle a bit and settle in to a solving seat. They had redirected me (based on contestant number) to overflow seating in the basement, which I was a little annoyed about first, but then decided it was my lucky spot, and stayed down there for all seven puzzles.  It was better because all of the A solvers were upstairs, so I didn't have to be distracted by the door opening and closing (on most puzzles, I got to be the distraction...).

As of Sunday morning, with the time correction on puzzle #1 in place, I was in 1st place in B, 1st place in Fifties, 2nd place in mid-Atlantic, and 17th place overall.  So I knew I had a good shot at keeping those positions if I was fast and clean (no mistakes) on the Sunday morning puzzle #7.  I was especially glad to be in the overflow room in the basement again, since I didn't want to see or talk to anybody I knew and I feel like "good luck!" would jinx it -- I just wanted to stay calm and focus on the puzzle.  It went really well -- I finished in 11 minutes (with 34 minutes left on the clock for the 45-minute Sunday-size puzzle).

I had the chance to meet and talk to all of the other top B and 50s competitors after #7, and they were all 1-3 minutes slower than me, so I knew that if I solved it cleanly, I'd maintain my spot in all of those categories.

To clear my head, I went for a long walk inside the mall across the street (too cold to walk outside for long!), sat over there and did a few large-grid puzzles to get in that habit, and went back for the talent show -- but sat in the back so I wouldn't see too many people I knew.  After the end of the talent show, they set up for the finals and started making the announcements.  They start with the 'least competitive' awards (best handwriting, top 10 rookie solvers) and work their way 'up', skipping over any awards that will be won by somebody who's won a 'higher' award -- ending with the A (elite) finalists.  When they skipped over the mid-Atlantic category entirely, I was pretty sure that things had gone well and I was going to be in the finals.  (The #3 solver in the mid-Atlantic wasn't in contention for any other awards, so the fact that her name wasn't announced meant I probably had maintained my spot.  She barely beat me out last year for that #2 mid-Atlantic spot, based on the final puzzle (I had been ahead of her before that), so now we're even. 😁) Sure enough, they got to the B category, announced the #3 and #2 finalists, and then Will Shortz said, "And number one in the B division, with 11,530 points, 1st in Fifties, 2nd in mid-Atlantic, and in 15th place overall:  Marie desJardins."  He even pronounced my name correctly. 😄(Note that I am actually in 14th place -- my position changed due to a scoring error that was corrected after the tournament, but it wouldn't have affected the other results.)

It's hard to describe how amazing it felt to finally be called up as a finalist, after ten years of gradually increasing my ranking, by fits and starts.  For years, I really never considered I would ever be competitive for the B finals (but I was a little too good to qualify for the C finals).  Then I started getting faster and better, and people started occasionally noticing me.  A few years ago, I was out in the hallway after finishing puzzle #1 in 4 minutes (one minute behind the fastest solver, and with maybe 20 other solvers finishing as fast as me), and I could see the A players thinking, "Now who the hell is this?" -- but I still wasn't nearly fast enough or competitive enough on the really hard puzzles (#2 and #5) or on the large puzzles (#7) to get near the B finals.  So I started doing more of those puzzles, and developing better mental strategies to avoid careless mistakes.  This year it finally paid off and everything just came together like magic.

When you make into the A or B finals, you have to leave the room with an escort right away (for me, after running back to my seat to get my reading glasses, which was a good idea because although the whiteboard you solve on was plenty visible, the clues would have been a bit blurry without the glasses).  You go downstairs into a holding room and sit nervously chatting with the other five A and B finalists.  I went down to the bathroom, chatted, smiled, showed off my cool crossword sneakers, and breathed deeply.  After about 15-20 minutes, when the C finalists have finished, they bring you upstairs and you wait outside for a few minutes, then are brought inside.  The names are announced again, from 1st to 3rd, and you're placed at the corresponding whiteboard, in front of an audience of about 800 people (most of the solvers (except those who have left) and various guests).  The top finalist is at the center board, so that's where I stood.  You have to put in earbuds and then big noise-cancelling earphones, and you have a tape player that's playing loud white noise (static/storm sounds plus an overlaid sound track of voices at the UN assembly, so you can hear murmuring and voices in the distance but can't hear the room noise at all -- except when they laugh or groan loudly, when the background noise gets just a little louder).  You test the markers (three brand-new markers), decide if you want to hold something to erase the board or just use your hand (I experimented and decided to hold a tissue in my left hand along with the clues), and practice writing a few letters on the grid just to get the hang of it.  I also wrote along the side margin, a few scribbles and "HI MOM". 😊)

Then they tap you on the shoulder when it's time to start solving -- the first player gets a few seconds of headstart over the 2nd, and the 2nd over the 3rd, based on how much higher your score is.  I just waded in and followed my usual strategy (start with the shorter words, look for the longer word crossings, fill them in quickly if you can but otherwise move on for more fertile ground, follow the filled-in pattern across the grid, mostly doing the shortest words first because they're the easiest and give you clues for the longer crossing words, don't get stuck and panic but don't jump around from one part of the board to the other).  It's hard to look at the big board and the clues, so in the video, you can see me using my finger to scroll down the clues and locate my place.  I really never slowed down during the whole solve, though there are a few places where you'll see me looking back and forth between the puzzle and the clues several times -- usually that was when there were a couple of possible answers to some clues, and I was using the crossing words to figure out which one to fill in -- so then after I started writing, I'd write two or three words in rapid succession.  

I finished up, stepped back to thoroughly check the grid for completion and sense-making, turned around and (as you are required to) said, "Done."  I had been able to see the other two contestants out of the corner of my eye, so I knew they hadn't finished yet, but I had no idea how close we were (I couldn't see their boards at all, only edge-on).  I also couldn't see the clock until I stepped back, but later I learned I had finished in 5 minutes and 51 seconds.  When I looked back at the boards, I could see that one of my competitors was only about half done, and the other one still had a quarter to a third of the grid left.  So I was pretty far ahead of them.  But I still didn't know with 100% certainty whether I was clean or not -- it looked that way but there could have been a mistake somewhere (which is why the #3 competitor kept steadily solving until he was positive he was done and clean).  We all had clean solves, so I won the whole thing.  

It was just the way I had always hoped it would go if I ever got into the B finals.  I wasn't sure whether I'd start second-guessing or overthinking the process, being rattled by having to solve in front of a room full of people -- but I didn't.  I just stayed focused and was nearly as fast as I would have been if solving on paper under ideal circumstances.  The white-noise headphones really helped to tune out the fact that people were watching me -- I just didn't think about that except in the very back of my mind.  (At several points I had a letter or two wrong, and I could hear the background noise pick up when I erased and corrected those errors, possibly the crowd reacting to that -- though the same reaction happens when a solver goes the other way and changes a right letter to a wrong letter, or when the announcers make a bad joke!) 

Ophira Eisenberg (host of NPR's "Ask Me Another" trivia show) and polymath crossword puzzle constructor Greg Pliska provided the color commentary that you can hear on the video.

After the tournament ended, I hung around the hotel for a few hours because my train didn't leave until 4pm.  A lot of people came up to congratulate me, especially other women who were very happy to see a woman not only in the finals but actually winning.  The gender statistics at the tournament are very skewed -- the very top solvers are almost all men, with just a few women in the top echelon.  It's gradually changing, though, and I think in the next generation there are more really strong female solvers.  There were three women who were ranked higher than me.  One thing I've noticed is that there are several elite male solvers who do puzzles for a living and who spend hours every day doing puzzles and (in part) training for the competition.  The women tend to have other lives and interests outside of puzzling.

Many A solvers came up to me to congratulate me, welcome me to the A division, and express their condolences that I am now with most of them in "the A ghetto" (meaning that most A solvers are very unlikely to make the A finals, but aren't eligible for B finals until they "time out" again after 7 years -- part of the reason I was able to get into the B division this year is that there were no recently-timed-out A solvers competing). I'm OK with that, though -- it takes all of the pressure off of getting into the finals!

See you all next year!

ACPT 2017 Recap

Well, that was a good year!

#tl;dr I was heartbreakingly close (5 seconds, to be precise) to bringing home three trophies, but somehow I don't feel disappointed at all. (And I am exceedingly happy for Roberta Strauss, who edged me out in all three categories we share (B solvers, mid-Atlantic, solvers in their 50s).) I had seven clean solves (no errors) and some of my best times ever on a few of the puzzles.

PUZZLE SPOILER ALERTS -- do not read if you have not yet solved the tournament puzzles and intend to!

• Puzzle 1: 6 minutes (fastest time among all solvers: 3 minutes). After P1, I was in a tie for 59th place -- I was a bit slow and there isn't a lot of spread among the top 100 or so solvers on this first, relatively easy puzzle.
• Puzzle 2: 7 minutes (fastest: 4 minutes). At this point I climbed up to 34th place, 11 in B, 4th mid-Atlantic, 6th in 50s.
• Puzzle 3: 13 minutes (fastest: 6 minutes). This was an unusually hard P3, with a chemistry theme that included some very unfamiliar words: LANTHANUM, MOSCOVIUM, and the truly awe-inspiring PRASEODYMIUM.  Amazingly, I had no errors on this puzzle, but I probably spent 2-3 minutes second guessing my crossing answers on these words that I wasn't sure about.  I was disappointed with my time, but glad that I got everything right.  I didn't record my placement after P3 and haven't bothered to recompute it.
• Puzzle 4: 4 minutes (fastest: 3 minutes). I was very, very happy with this time.  Until I saw my placement, in the mid-70s, and realized that they had not given me my 16-minute time bonus.  That took me until late Saturday night to get resolved.  Luckily, I didn't see the scoring error until after P6, or it might have distracted me.  That also kept me from seeing my correct rankings until the error was corrected.
• Puzzle 5: 13 minutes (fastest: 7 minutes).  This puzzle (always the hardest puzzle of the tournament) had a brutally tricky and astonishingly clever theme -- the long answers were all two-word answers with the first word ending in "D" and the second word starting with "NA".  But you also had to put "DNA" in the word-boundary square and the long answers were all "recombined", or mixed so the "NA" words were rotated down to the next long answer.  So for example, one answer was "UNITE[DNA]TASHA", a recombination of "UNITED NATIONS" and "BORIS AND NATASHA."  It took me a little while to figure out the trick, but I was still quite happy with my time.
• Puzzle 6: 7 minutes (fastest: 4 minutes).  Easy puzzle.  I should have been faster but was pleased nonetheless.
• Puzzle 7: 9 minutes (fastest: 6 minutes).  This was an easy puzzle but is Sunday-sized, so it is just a grueling solve that requires a lot of stamina and never letting up.  I've been practicing on larger puzzles to try to keep up my pace, and it seemed to pay off.  I had my fastest time ever on a P7, tied for 14th in the whole field (if I've counted correctly; the detailed spreadsheet results that let you sort by individual times aren't posted yet...).  I was really happy with my time and thought that maybe it would put me into the B finals.  But it was not to be -- it was in fact two minutes faster than Roberta's P7 time, but I needed to be three minutes faster to pull ahead of her overall. The thing that makes it just a bit hard to swallow is that when I looked up after finishing the grid, the clock showed 36:57. That means I just missed the 35-minute time. It meant I had nearly a full minute to check the puzzle, but I had everything right anyway, so if I would have just finished 5 seconds earlier, I would have had time to shoot my hand up and pull ahead.  C'est la vie!

Roberta did us mid-Atlantic B solvers in our 50s proud, ending up in 2nd place.  In a shocking development, the audience learned, about 15 minutes into the B finals, that they had accidentally given the solvers the A clues (which are substantially harder)!  So maybe I'm just as glad that I wasn't up there... In another shocking development, which I missed because we had to leave for the train station, Tyler Hinman had an error in his Puzzle 8 solution (GLAT/TEATAX instead of GLAM/MEATAX), pushing him down into 3rd place, and leaving the field clear for Dan Feyer's extraordinary 7th year as the top finisher (and Joon Pahk's 2nd place finish, in his first time in the Big Dance since debuting as the top B solver in his rookie year in 2010).  I think we can expect to see 3rd-place B solver and rookie Grayson Holmes climbing up in the rankings in future years too!

The rest of my placements were:

• #23 overall (out of 619 solvers = top 4%).  For those of you who are wondering whether this means that I would ever have a shot at taking the whole tournament, my score of 11470 was 625 points, or 25 minutes, behind Dan Feyer's score of 12095.  So no; no, I don't have a shot at the A finals.  If I had saved those pesky 5 seconds on P7, though, I would have been in 18th place (lots of tiebreaker opportunities at that one-minute-faster category!).
• #4 in B division (one minute behind Roberta Strauss). 
• #4 of solvers in their 50s (tied with Anne Ellison, but she had a higher score (3 minutes faster!) on the tiebreaking 7th puzzle, so it was well earned by Anne.  The "missing 5 seconds" on P7 would have put me into 2nd, though, above both Anne and Roberta).
• #3 in the mid-Atlantic (only two awards are given) (one minute behind both Roberta Strauss (2nd) and Andrew Feist (1st), and I would have beaten them both with the tiebreaker had I shaved those 5 seconds off of my P7 time).

I really had a good time this year, didn't feel stressed or pressured, enjoyed myself, and am super pleased with my placement in the end.  It was fun riding the train up and back with Scott, catching up with many other crossword-puzzling friends, discovering a new Greek restaurant in Stamford, having a traditional late-night drink with my old friend Pete, and generally relaxing and embracing my inner nerd.  Hope to see you at the Indie 500! (June 3 in Washington, D.C.) -- and perhaps at the Boston NPL con in July (which would mark the first time I've actually managed to make it to an NPL convention!)